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"She stands on the edge of  bottomless abyss. The sky is dark overhead,fierce wind almost knocks her down. Such feeling, that darkness slowly approaches to her, when it's enveloped her body  she looks under  her feet, but sees nothing.*BumP* She's already falling down, She couldn't understand what it was: strong blast of wind or invisible hand pushed her. She screams, but doesn't hears sounds. She's flying down so long, that tired to wait the end. It's like in the film,where your falling never ends. You wait and wait and wait, still nothing. This kind of suspense scares her more than the end of  this story."

She woke up in  cold sweats: she sees this dream not in the first time, it's a recurring dream.She doesn't know what it means and can't stop it. She sits on the edge of the bed understanding, that she'll not be able to fall asleep again anymore, and decided  to go on the kitchen .
Behind the window  is dark as in her dream. The clock is showing  4 am. The dog  came and sat near. Sitting on the chair, she scrolls the dream again and again.
There's  pretty cold, the kettle  is slowly  basking on the cooker .The dog didn't  notice how sleepy forces took it into the dream world , it peaceably snuffles on the floor. She looks on it with tender emotion, but whistle is waking its up. She pet him, to calm it down and herself at the same time.
The mug of scalding coffee stands on the table, her hands gently embrace it. She's trying to warm up.
The street is filled with dense fog, she doesn't see nothing, even the dog. So seems that the fog ate it. She only holds a leash in her hands and simply  some sort of force is pulling her forward.Even in the real world this dream doesn't let her go. Somewhere in the fog, she hears how her dog barks.
Moving almost to the touch, she’s coming  to something  that caused the dog to bark.
It was the man. She stands  too close to him because of  fog.
S: I'm so sorry for my dog’s behavior.
H: Not a big deal, I’m okay, so don’t worry.
S: Oh, okay.
H: Well, maybe you want a cup of coffe?
She’s got used  say “yes” instead of “no”. If she says “no”, she can’t  no explain “why”.
So she said ”yea”, of course she can say “no” and  add “I had a mug of coffee at  the morning”. It sounds too long for her, so her reply was “yea”
They went into the half-empty  café, and ordered two cups of coffee. She choses the table by the window.She looks pensive and looking out the window.
 He's making  a sip and says:  - "I didn't say my name, my name is Mark"
S: "My name is Carolina"
M:"Nice to meet you"
C:"Me too" - though she's not sure in this, but so accepted.
After talking about the weather, appears awkward pause and coffee in her cup is over, Carolina decided to go.
C: "Well,thanks for coffee,Mark, but i'll go. The work, you know."
M:"Oh, yes.Sure."
C:"Goodbye,Have a good day "
M:"Thank you, you too.Bye!"

By the way to home, she bought a princel and starts to eat right on the street. Carolina closed her eyes and enjoys the taste,recalling her childhood and tastiest granny's baking. In the shop ,as usually, is calmly. It's still a morning, so someone is still sleeping in own bed.
She's a seller-consultant into the clothing store. She can't say that  likes this job, but doesn't complain too.
On the next morning Carolina again met Mark and drank coffee with him, waging senseless talk.
Meanwhile, they were enjoying  a conversation.
She's started to meet him every morning. Every morning Mark wakes up early and goes for a walk.
It's weird for Carolina, cuz she prefers to sleep, but she has a dog.
These meetings each morning have gotten into the habit.
Once he didn't come, she was surprised "maybe he got sick "
They haven't exchanged  phone numbers, so couldn't call him.
Just wait.
A week passed and nothing changed. She decided to ask a seller into the café, probably she saw him in the another time, but seller didn't see him at all,  with the moment when he was gone..
Carolina addicted to Mark, a truth which she can't deny.
The first time was the most difficult for her.
Around through the month, she wakes up with the wish to drop all out here.
She's tired and sick of it.
She waits when time of rent will over, to  then quit her job, pack her clothes & things, buy one ticket on the plane.
The time has come.She's ready for the new life in Australia.
New house on the shore of ocean, the new  job.
She's happy. Now, she wakes up and goes to swim, then takes a shower and goes on the work.
In the one sunny day,  when she's walking on the work, Carolina's seeing  him  among some people, he looks thiner than in the last time. She passed him by . She's even not walking, she's flying. Mark turned  to see her. He needs  few seconds to understand, who it was. Her perfume. It's still the same. He understood,it was Carolina. She doesn't look like  the girl wich he met in London. This Carolina smiles and shines. He wanted to call her, but realized that he lost her yet  in London, when left her didn't say a word.

P.S: I've chose this name before  to know the meaning /The meaning of the name Carolina is 'Free man'/.

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